No matter what I will hold baby O in my arms in three weeks or less at this point! Obviously I hope its sooner, but its encouraging to know we're almost there.
I had another midwife visit today and I am 1 cm dilated and the baby is very very low. She said from her estimated I had a very good chance at a successful VBAC if labor started on its own. So please pray!
My biggest fears are: that I will be too exhausted to cope with pain well during labor because of my current lack of sleep, that baby will be overdue and I will need a c-section for that reason alone (they won't induce me except using a dilation bulb-which I am willing to try!). Other than that I am just excited for labor to begin.